And so it was,
This denial of guilt,
You cling to like a lover,
You turn and blame the other,
You turn against your brother,
It feels like a knife,
Jammed within your ribs,
To admit your own faults,
To admit that you were wrong,
You were to blame all along,
And until then the world will spin without you,
And until then they’ll hate everything about you,
And until then the black cloud hangs around you,
You dare not approach the mirror,
For you hate what you see,
You cannot face yourself,
You wish to be someone else,
To feel something you’ve never felt,
There came a time,
When you could no longer point,
To the others in your world,
Your finger is no sword,
You are only as strong as your word,
Aggressive ghosts playing chords you can’t remember,
Singing words that echo unto forever,
Bringing discordant melodies tales of December,
Pages bound by lies burn in the embers,
The lies are truths written by your descenders,
But now you are alone with no defender,
And though you’ve had your revenge your anger still remains,
Regardless of your actions you are saddled with the hellish rage,
Until the rage turns into hate turns into pain that you can no longer take,
And you do what you do for your own sake,
The world will know,
The things that they have done,
Through the taking of your own life,
Your battle is surely won,
A mother is now without a son,
And so it was,
As it has always been,
Your rage and abhorrence was the forger of your end,
Was the author of your destruction,
Aggressive ghosts playing chords you can’t remember,
Singing words that echo unto forever,
Bringing dissonant melodies tales of December,
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